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My SPECIAL Daughter
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This webpage is created for you, My FIRSTBORN Daughter, Louise Antoinette . . . It was created with all my heart and tears poured into it, for all the memories we once shared together. These memories, I will cherish so close to my heart and will never be taken from me, for all that you are, all that you were and FOREVER will continue on to be for as long as I keep your memory alive, my SPECIAL Daughter. I will cherish your love and memories forever my Angel!

Louise loved life! She was a perfect example of a Daughter. She loved being a BIG SISTER to her 'four younger sisters' and was a wonderful role model for them. Louise went through so much in her short life. It's almost as if she knew she only had a certain amount of time to accomplish all that she was put on Earth to do. I can't exactly describe my love for Louise because it's so different than the love I have for each of my other Daughters; each of them are unique in their own special ways. All I know is, Louise was a very SPECIAL CHILD, she was so exceptional and I know that no matter how much I would want my other Daughters to be just like her, it can never happen; she had her own way about herself.

Louise and I went through so much together; we were inseparable. I was always there for her through everything that she went through. *sigh* I just wish that I could have taken all the pain away that she had to go through at any time in her life, be it her heart surgeries, her blood disorder or even just a cold. I could never understand why a child so young as she, had to go through all that she did. But she never complained, she was so brave.

Louise died in her sleep, due to a Congenital Heart Defect Thanksgiving morning 1993 at the young age of 13 years, 5 months and 7 days.

Our precious Louise is sorely missed by her Mother, Father and sisters... Louise was OUR JOY, OUR HAPPINESS AND THE SUNSHINE OF MY LIFE! The dictionary will always hold that SPECIAL definition of 'special' with Louise's name right beside it! She was truly a gift to us all.

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~*~ SHATTERED DREAMS ~*~
by Rosemary Torres©

I always dreamed of having my own little girl...and then you were born.
I dreamed of how you would look when you grew up.
I dreamed of what you'd be like...
My dreams for your future were plenty.
My dreams for OUR future were full.
You reached the beginning of your teen years
starting to see the world...
You were the perfect child, in every way imaginable.
My dreams for you continued as you went on
to see the "world" through your eyes.
I dreamed of seeing you walk down that walkway
after receiving your High School Diploma.
I dreamed of seeing you off to college.
I dreamed of you being the "Cardiac Surgeon"
that you dreamed of being when you grew up.
I dreamed of seeing you walk down the aisle hand-in-hand
with the man of your dreams.
I dreamed of the title "Grandma" you'd give me
after the birth of your first child, just as you gave me the title "MOM".
My dreams for you, went on and on.
So many dreams yet to be fullfilled.
There was never an end to all the dreams I had for you my Daughter
...then they were shattered...
~*~ SHATTERED DREAMS ~*~
...that's all these ever will be...
Dreams...I wonder...was that all you ever were...or did you even exist?






About ME...Louise's Mom FOREVER!

Webpage also to visit from here is:

* Loving Memorial to My Mother

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This website is created in Loving Memory
of my Firstborn Daughter
Changes last made on: March 15, 2012
Copyright© 2000 - 2012 Rosemary L. Torres

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I light this candle in your Memory, my precious Angel...I will NEVER lose the faith and HOPE that I WILL SEE YOU again...
that belief is what keeps me going! I WILL LOVE YOU ALWAYS & FOREVER!

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